Wishing my ex well as he prepares a new life with a new woman. My happiness is no longer tied to his happiness, however we are all connected one to each other on this planet. My destiny lies before me and with each step away from the past I move and grow into my future.
I am holdling realistic memories of a marriage that had so much promise and hope and love. I am not romanticising his behaviour or mine...it was what it was. It took a while for me to let go of a dream that he long since walked away from. I am standing in the place of knowing I am free! I am more me now than I have ever been.
I am wishing him well...I hear three is the charm! The woman he has chosen seems like a wonderful caring person. She seems to be genunienly interested in my kids and treats them very well....lets hope so for her sake!
It is rather odd to be thinking of his wife not being me...but not in a missing him sort of way. What I am really saying is, that chapter is closed and we are both very differently the same people who jumped that very broom a decade and a half ago. We have four children and that was worth the ride. I will always hold him in my heart as the man who made me a mother! And I suspect one day he will truly know that I did love him so.